After a while of laying quietly in bed, I removed to pray where I wouldn’t disturb my husband.
Several people came to mind as I prayed.
Both those who have sent me prayer requests and those who have not.
Of course I prayed for each member of my family.
Eventually, I returned to bed, but not to sleep.
Since, I wasn’t able to sleep I continued to pray.
Just before my husband’s alarm went off, I got up.
Headed to the kitchen to make his lunch.
Made a cup of tea.
I’ve had a desire to make some freezer meals, both for us and our son and daughter who are expecting.
Yesterday, God blessed me with the energy to make some and I’m already well underway at more this morning.
I stopped briefly to eat, take my meds, and reflect.
The early morning light on the back garden is lovely.
And it occurred to me that this is a fresh new day.
Clean, without spot, and Jesus is giving me another opportunity to serve.
Sometimes service means rest and prayer.
Other times it means hard work and patience.
Often it means surrendering my schedule to His plans.
But whatever this day’s service is, I do it for the Lord.
After all, He gave me the day, shouldn’t I use it to honor Him?
Therefore, while I’m doing the task at hand, I’ll be praying and praising God.
After all, He is worthy.
Psalm 18:3 KJV — I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Dear Lord Jesus,
Thank You for this fresh new day. Thank You for giving me life and tasks to complete. Lord, thank You for Your Word, which teaches, guides, and encourages me, daily. Lord, I want to live unto You this day. Please help my thoughts, my attitudes, and actions to align with Your will and Your Word. Thank You! Amen.
Praise and thanksgiving for all God has done which my sleepy mind can grasp.
Then, as I listen to my husband getting ready for work, or on days when he gets to sleep in (rare indeed), my heart begins to lift him up.
Prayer for his heart and mind. Covering his day and his seasons. Lifting up his physical body and asking for strength and ability.
Since we were newly married I’ve prayed for him to be like Joseph.
“And his master saw that the LORD was with him and that the LORD made all he did to prosper in his hand.” Genesis 39:3 NKJV
Lately, I’ve added to my prayers for him that God would bring about in him the traits of a Patriarch. A man who leads his whole family (wife, children, grandchildren) in the ways of the LORD.
Men like Job and Abraham.
Often my physical needs require attention by this time, but my prayers continue as I take care of my needs.
Each of our children, including our son-in-law are in my prayers.
Daily, I lift each one before the Lord and ask Him to bless them with a relationship with Him which will bud and blossom into traits of the people of God.
Often, the Lord brings specific scripture to mind and I pray that over the individual.
Then the Lord brings dear people to my heart and I begin to pray for them, however I feel God is calling me to.
After all this, I often begin my day.
Depending on what is on my calendar as well as what time it is, I make plans for my next steps.
One of my regular daily living habits is to ask God what I’m wearing.
This might sound strange, but getting dressed used to cost me so much time.
I’d try things on and then change my mind. My emotions getting more and more anxious.
Years ago when I was running very late for getting to the Academy I stood in front of my closest with a feeling of desperation.
Things couldn’t go worse so I figured “why not?”. I took a deep breath and asked. “God, what do You want me to wear today?”
I was stunned at the instant response.
It didn’t take me even five minutes to get dressed and I was ready for my day.
I’ve never gone back to the old way.
Each day I ask the Lord what I’m wearing and every day it’s a joy.
The conversation I begin when first awake goes on throughout the day.
Whether I’m at the doctor’s office or teaching our children or blogging, I am speaking with the Lord or listening for His voice or singing a praise song to Him.
Most of the time my words are internal.
However, my family has gotten used to me and when I forget and actually speak aloud to Jesus they normally just smile.
Daily living with Jesus means I often have to surrender my own ideas about life.
At times it’s my schedule.
Other days it’s my physical abilities.
Many times it’s my concerns over the future.
Yet, it’s a daily life of living for Jesus.
I’m certain the disciples didn’t know the schedule for each week.
They simply lived with Jesus and did the task at hand.
Although our culture is time and schedule oriented, I feel called to surrender those things into the hands of Jesus.
Yes, it’s important I show up for appointments on time, pay bills, and stick to the curriculum so we complete all the requirements.
No, I’m not a machine and I’m not in control. If life brings something unexpected my first duty is to follow Jesus and handle each circumstance as He requests.
Sometimes that means an extra five minutes listening to a stranger.
Other times it means speaking with a family member or dealing with a heart issue.
Sometimes it means asking for help and admitting my limitations.
Daily life has changed for us so many times and in so many ways.
Yet, the one thing which has carried me through each transition is my daily walk with Jesus.
Dear Reader, I’ll be honest. This transparency into my every day is out of obedience. In no way do I feel my walk with Jesus to be the only way to walk nor am I the person who “has it all together”. If anything it’s far from that.
I understand each person’s walk is unique and therefore none look exactly alike. But I am certain we can encourage one another in sharing how Jesus walks with us as individuals.
I pray my transparency will bless and encourage you.
And I’d love to hear from you. What does your day with Jesus look like?