Yesterday morning, the Lord spoke clearly to my heart.
He was reminding me of truth and warning me.
I needed to trust and not allow fear, at all.
To rest in His will and be willing to obey in all things, was the direction.
In the morning, I felt able to walk in this.
By the afternoon, I had slid backwards with my attitude and I didn’t even realize it.
At some point, I’d taken my eyes off of Jesus and was trying to do things in my own strength.
God was faithful, all day long.
He continued to guide and direct me.
He continued to speak softly and at one point, He clearly told me to change what I was doing.
I did and my attitude improved greatly.
But it wasn’t until bedtime I saw myself fully.
As we were praying together, it was clearly before me.
I hadn’t walked in His words throughout the day.
I had forgotten His warning and had allowed myself to grow discontent with my circumstances.
I had pushed myself into activity, instead of resting in God’s hands and trusting Him to do all.
Thus, I’d disobeyed His warning from my morning quiet time.
My heart was ashamed, and I confessed before the Lord and my family my wrong.
God’s forgiveness is amazing!
My heart was encouraged, that although I’d failed in that day, God was giving me another chance.
Today is that chance.
Today, I can surrender to the Lord, and walk in contentment and obedience.
Today, God is giving me another chance.
Lamentations 3:22-23 NKJV — Through the LORD’s mercies we are not consumed, Because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness.
Dear Lord Jesus,
Thank You for Your Word. Thank You for Your compassion, understanding, patience, and mercy. Lord, please help me to obey You throughout my day, not allowing myself to slide into old ways and forgetting Your truth. Lord, I’m ashamed that I failed yesterday, but I’m so thankful for Your mercy and this new day. Thank You. Lord, in my struggles with self discipline, I humbly ask that You teach this stubborn heart. Lord, continue to help me to be humble before You, quick to listen and quick to obey. Please continue to polish me that I might reflect You to those around me, especially my own family who see me at my worst. Lord, I want to pick up my cross and follow You with joy, thankfulness, and humility. Please help me to do so today. Again, thank You for Your faithfulness, compassion, and mercy. Amen.