My health isn’t permitting me to travel three hours to my doctor.
So, today I start over.
I’ve meet him already, while accompanying my husband.
We both liked him and felt he was a good fit for us.
Therefore, I made an appointment.
Last night I shared with my husband.
“Where do I start? How do I make sure I tell him everything?”
At the time, I thought I was just concerned about accuracy.
But the truth, revealed by the Lord, is…
My life has been speckled with medical treatments and I’m not unfamiliar with surgery or doctors.
What I am is embarrassed.
I get to start over, telling someone else all that has occurred in the last year plus.
And it’s uncomfortable.
I don’t like talking about what I am struggling with.
Especially when it comes to my physical condition.
It feels like complaining.
I want to be able to share the necessary information without leaving out how good, how faithful God has been through it all.
As I begin another day and prepare for my appointment, I’m leaning on the Lord.
My prayer for today:
Psalm 19:14 NKJV — Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart Be acceptable in Your sight, O LORD, my strength and my Redeemer.
No matter how many changes or new circumstances or times of starting over I walk through, I’m comforted.
Jesus is right here, walking it all with me.
Praise the Lord.